Monday, March 10, 2008

the end?

I'm so glad I have this blog. I can type whatever I want and people wouldn't know. Sometimes it's good to have a dead blog, ain't it.

Thinking about it, reading through stuffs, I realised I was never good enough for her to start with. She was popular among guys. I was hardly popular among girls. Inferior much? Many guys like her, nobody likes me. Eh, guess we're not so alike after all. She would spend her holidays going out while I spend my holidays leveling up on WoW. Shows how much more popular she is. I quote "Everyone's like asking me out.HAHAHA."

This is probably the end, unless some sign from God tells me to keep going. I pray she continues to lead a happy life.

|[ jordon. | 7:31 PM ]|

Saturday, March 08, 2008

8/3

I doubt she likes me and will ever like me. There's still T who is probably still so in love with her. I mean, the time they've spent together can't match how much time I've KNOWN her. What was I thinking telling her all those stuff. I must have been the stupidest person ever. I know that now. It was right to promise myself things like never to like a girl never again, and after I broke that promise, I made another promise not to ask her to be my girlfriend unless we'd known for a year, but I broke that too. I'm just way too inferior when it comes to T and J. It's obvious who would emerge the winner.

I r fail, only because I was so stupid, getting my heart broken again, and again, and again. Relationships are fun, sure when you're the one being liked and have fun breaking up other guys' hearts. Watching guys fight over you must really be fun, and now I doubt that you were joking about that comment. You were probably serious and just thought it wrong for me to think you liked guys fighting over you, just so I could fight over you and look like a total idiot and you would just laugh at me.

|[ jordon. | 11:55 PM ]|